Naniwanism

I was not sure to blog here but I guess I can write now... Although tomorrow is my birthday but I am not sure to be happy about it because the person I really wanted to be with is gone forever... It's not merely separating from the relationship. We wanted to keep our relationship for our life. But the person I want was dead in the last month. I have been in deep depression for a while and now yet. In fact, I have no motivation of doing anything since I lost the one I love. I have realized I do not need anything, I just want an ordinal life with the person whom I am really in love with.... I don't need anything anymore. But I promised with him that even if he was gone, he is a part of me for the rest of my life, and I am a part of him too... ...The life sucks but I should stay yet.

Prozac is an anti-depression drug. As I remember that the Virginia Tech University Student took it before murdering over 30 people by the guns, it can be a dangerous drug which lead a depressive person to commit suicide or a serious crime. Now the news says that a bird took prozac in order to prevent its depression caused by its owner's death. It is possible the medicated bird may bring an unknown disease to all of us. But it is just a possible case of that I can expect from the story. Citation: Depressed parrot given Prozac after owner dies 飼い主を亡くしたオウム、羽をむしるほどショックを受け抗鬱剤を服用 Picture Prozac no better than placebo

According to the Onion , Some Amish decides to give up their traditional behavior, leave to somewhere, and add some electric device. The new shocked for me because I was interested in traditional Amish their non-electric-using life. Don't leave, the Amish! but welcome our energy-using world. But run now. The financial crisis will catch you :( Citation: Radio, The Onion The Amish Amish net Copyright of picture from wikipedia.org