I went to the lincoln park to view the ocean view at the evening. The sunset was just going down while I was watching the ocean as the sky darkened. The wind flown from the ocean was relatively cold at that evening because of the shore around the North California. A few people still observed the sunset to the ocean. 
While I was watching the sunset, a couple asked me to shoot them on the camera with theirs. I did it for them since there is not any other people at the place. I wanted to take someone special if I had.... After I shot them on their camera, I was thinking about that I was being lazy as a person who has no interest. It's suck but I was.
Particularly, I acted like a true boring person which I never wanted to be. But I have not know why I became like that. I stop being interested in studying with a passion, reading a book, exercising, working out, looking for a new guy, playing like a jerk, etc. I have not do them joyfully. I may have done with my friend for a while but sometimes my soul was somewhere else in this semester.... 
Similarly, I was thinking less, indifferent with anything around me. I just let everything go without any reaction. I did not want to be like that but I did.... I did not mean that I want someone to pull me out of this feeling. I should to this by my own as I used to do it. It was wired for me because I was not depressed but I had no interest with everything at my hands.
Well here is a picture that I was on the cliff under the sunset in the deep darken sky. I like to shoot on in the way under the sunset.
I also took the last picture from the car running. I like it even if the whole sight is shrink and abstract. And it looks like the screen is moving. I took it after the sun sat, but the view is not fully darken. It was nice :) I guess the moonlight shined on the ground.
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