I regularly went nithgtwatching the moon when it was the full moon. But the moon at that night was not full but so reddish. I wanted to watch it and shoot it on my camera. So I went to the Ocean Beach at the late night for a break. I went a barber side at that night instead of going ot the beach side besides the SF zoo on Squat st because I wanted to avoid to see other poeple. I wanted to go there alone withougt any interpersonal interaction. 
In addition that of that the moon was half-round red shape, the night was relatively lighted by the moon. So the nightscape at that night was still beautiful under the half red moon.While I wateched the mood on the coart, I was thinking of a person who has hung out together for a while but has not exchange the feeling each ohter yet. I was not exactly scared to be rejected if I declaired to him to be in a deeper relationship because I know that we has been busy with own life without the relationship, and I was not soccially responsible person to keep the relationship yet. But my soul sister suggest me that the love does not only come with the social responsibility, but it is rather an interdependence between 2 people. Yep, I have understood it but I have not believe it enough because of what I have done so far about sex, and making the relatinoship.
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