I regularly went nithgtwatching the moon when it was the full moon. But the moon at that night was not full but so reddish. I wanted to watch it and shoot it on my camera. So I went to the Ocean Beach at the late night for a break. I went a barber side at that night instead of going ot the beach side besides the SF zoo on Squat st because I wanted to avoid to see other poeple. I wanted to go there alone withougt any interpersonal interaction. In addition that of that the moon was half-round red shape, the night was relatively lighted by the moon. So the nightscape at that night was still beautiful under the half red moon. While I wateched the mood on the coart, I was thinking of a person who has hung out together for a while but has not exchange the feeling each ohter yet. I was not exactly scared to be rejected if I declaired to him to be in a deeper relationship because I know that we has been busy with own life without the relationship, and I was not soccially responsible person ...
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