After I fixed some engine parts of my car, I have driven around SF Bay Area in order to the monitor at a gas station which can print the form out. I have drive over 700 miles within Bay Area in November. ...I can drive to L.A from SF.
I should not have written negative contents on this blog, but I want to be honest with me while I'm posting here. I used to go to CSU Hayward, so-called CSU East Bay now. I decided to move to SFSU because I felt that I felt I was out of Jap community in Hayward. I wanted to forget what they have gossiped on me but I cannot have done it because I know the person who exactly gossiped on me, who was a good friend before.
I have known him kinda well becaues the cummunity was so huge one in Univ. He might be nice to other poeple in his community, but he was sly. I should have known he never said anything bad to someone directly, but infact he did nastily and indirectly. And he spread out my gossip even if he ask me to make sure the gossip was right. And it was spreaded. As a result, I felt suspecious on every Japanese in his community. So, I decided to leave there.Well, almost same thing happen while I was in Jap/ Asian-Gay community in SF. So, I was better be out of any Jap community while I'm in U.S. Now I'm much happier than if I kept belonging to either Jap-community in Hayward or Jap/Asian-Gay community in SF.
By the way, I visited that school in Hayward whose community I hated. I realized the school slightly changed. When I saw some changes in Hayward, I just reminded some good memory of living in Hayward. I did not have only bad memory, but I also had good memories of making a good friends in Hayward. Yep, I still keep in touch with them. Let me wish all of my friends will be happier.
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