Naniwanism

I did not feel fully fullfiled in 2006 when I count what I have done. In fact, I could not simplify what I want to write, right now. So, allow me if I write some unclear sentences or logics since my language is so vague now. First of all, I did not set any time for myself. I over-helped others out, but not me although I wanted to think of me. I met a lot of new people who I did not need to care but I did in fact. For example, I met a 35 years old woman who was biginning to learn speaking in English at a speech class. I wanted to avoid to talk with her becasue we could talk in Japanese in the class when we got peers. I also felt speaking in Japanese-English is exactly the thing which I tried to avoid because it never improves my conversation skill. Moreover, I tried to avoid to talk some types of Japanese women who seem to absorb someone's energy by her non-facial expression and unliving soul. Unfortunately she is exactly one of them, so I really wanted to leave her away. But, u...

Hemi-Sync stands for "Hemispheric Synchronization." According to Wikipedia.org, "Hemi-Sync is a trademark for a process developed at the Monroe Instutute, used to create audio patterns containing binaural beats, which are commercialized in the form of audio CDs." Meaning is a psycolocially healing audio effect from CD. As Wikipedia.org defines, hemy-sync can make a person comfortable or relaxed because of auditory harmonization between the sound and the brain wave. A person can catch the phycologically comfortable a varieties of the nature sounds, such as the wind blowing on the spring field, the ocean waves in the sunshine-summer, leaves falling in the automn, and the snows in the winter. More interestingly, playing chords, such as a piano, a violine, and so on, can create as the same effect as the nature sounds. The last weekend, the internet news introduces that Mozart's music has as the same effect as Hemi-Sync because his music is often played with chords....

I went to Ocean Beach in the city as my personal ritual for a full moon observation. I wish My friends might recognize which part of the beach I went. In fact, it's one on Sloat Ave, near SF Zoo. I hope they can see the ocean waves at the bottom of the top left picture. I wanted to shoot on the moon when the moon falled into the ocean because the ocean reflected beautifully the white moon light. It was beautiful. Speaking of which, I might miss to go there with my friend. The ocean was great. I often take one of my friend when s/he need to talk some serious topics with me. I miss having a lot of discussion, sharing our feeling throughout a conversation. Yep, I might miss meeting my old friend. Love them :D

After I fixed some engine parts of my car, I have driven around SF Bay Area in order to the monitor at a gas station which can print the form out. I have drive over 700 miles within Bay Area in November. ...I can drive to L.A from SF. I should not have written negative contents on this blog, but I want to be honest with me while I'm posting here. I used to go to CSU Hayward, so-called CSU East Bay now. I decided to move to SFSU because I felt that I felt I was out of Jap community in Hayward. I wanted to forget what they have gossiped on me but I cannot have done it because I know the person who exactly gossiped on me, who was a good friend before. I have known him kinda well becaues the cummunity was so huge one in Univ. He might be nice to other poeple in his community, but he was sly. I should have known he never said anything bad to someone directly, but infact he did nastily and indirectly. And he spread out my gossip even if he ask me to make sure the gossip was right...