Naniwanism

Well, I know I am an Asian gay male.... I should not say that but I cannot like them, especially Asian Gays in SF city, because they are really insane for me. I do not mean how they act, look, talk, etc.etc. I mean what they do to someone else. Maybe I always meet some wrong Asian guys. I saw some Asian gays rob seomone's stuff, like a wallet, a hat, etc. even if they always try to look nice. Moreover, a friend of mine was a victim of them. When he wanted to leave the Asian gay because the friend found another person who he likes. That Asian gay tried to jealously push him out anyhow. In fact, he tried to kill him with a knife. He thiefed the key, hacked the computer, and manipulated anything as possible as he had found any factor. But he should know that it's criminal. I am ashame of being Asian gay because a lot of Asian gays are always jealous, cheatish, and acting crazt. ...Sigh. That is the main reason why I avoid to act queer even if I identify the homoesxuality.

I finnaly have the time to do something else. I had many essays, report, research and so on, at least 8 papers in the last month, Apr. I wanted to do a lot of things but I could not have done anything what I wanted. I was really stressed out one day, then I was cried on the past day. Mmm.... I think I did a lot.